i had some cookies, thinking they would distract me from the fever and the pains and the headache, and maybe calm down my hunger pangs

instead they made me nauseous

perfect

oh well, at least I got the wool blanket to keep me warm

just gotta keep drinking lots of water and I might feel a little better

It’s a long time ago now, but when I first started following chronicillnesscat, I remember seeing a lot of posts about how rainy, cloudy wheather or even high levels of air moisture could cause mild to severe increase in pain for those suffering from different kinds of chronic pain

Back then, I had never thought about this, but in time you could say I have become “aware”

Finally unlocked Mamizou in HM today. I haven’t been playing a lot recently because my brother hasn’t given me much time alone with his computer, and mine’s fried. I was struggling some with Nitori’s storyline, I couldn’t quite get ahold of her playstyle. She has a lot of projectiles, but most of them I found really tricky to use. It doesen’t help that you have to keep track of your ammo all the time either.

I’m still kinda learning how to play the game, but to be honest the one thing that seems to be determining whether or not a play through is successfull or not is my performance during Kokoro’s final spell card. It’s pretty tricky, at least if you don’t have a cheap projectile to spam the shit out of while you focus on staying alive. Basically this is the main reason I was having trouble with Nitori, even if once I found a strategy that worked it was pretty easy.

I find all of Kokoro’s spellcards to be a lot of fun, even the ones I find tough, like the fox mask one. I finally seemed to be able to learn how to deal with it properly too.

The idea was too learn all characters decently, but seeing as I only just now with Koishi and Nitori have started messing around with custom movesets I feel like I still have a long way to go. So far I think I enjoyed playing as Byakuren the most, but that may just be because she was the first character I tried to learn where I had to do more than just mash buttons and get lucky in order to clear normal mode. (Perhaps I should also mention that her’s is the third storyline you unlock after Reimu and Marisa,) So, learning how to use her was a fun and rewarding experience, even if I was kinds struggling at first. By comparison it feels like I never really learned other characters like Miko and Nitori and had to keep relying on cheap tricks to win.

I am also not sure how Koishi works yet. Messed around with her for quite some time but was still pretty clueless. I ended up clearing her storymode on easy so that I could move on to other characters in the meantime. I’ll figure her out some other day, I haven’t even turned to the internet for help yet.

But yeah. Is it humanly possible to not love Mamizou at this point? I’ve really grown to love her myself already, with her appearances in WaHH and FS. I’ve also been wondering if it’s purely a coincidence that she is wearing bells just like Kosuzu’s in HM. I mean yeah, it probably is, but it’s already too late, my headcanons are already brewing.

Also, “Futatsuiwa from Gensokyo” is really great. GJ on that one ZUN, easily my favourite track in the game.

Moments ago I was sitting in front of the computer when suddenly I had a large black spot on my glasses

I thought it was just mascara or something so I took my glasses off to remove it carefully not to smudge it

turns out it wasn’t mascara, it was a actually a

large

live

bug

I guess it must have gotten in my hair when I followed that cat into some bushes in Haga earlier today, but that still means it was sitting on my head for hours and hours just waiting for the right moment to drop onto my glasses

It’s funny because getting little bugs on my lenses is something I always have associated with spring because that’s usually when these sort of incidents happen

Idk I guess the air is just full of little bugs in spring?

But with a big bug like this I guess summer is already here

Oh, and don’t worry about the little dude/dudette. I left them on the balcony, along with my glasses. It’s dark and everyone has gone to bed so I couldn’t turn on the lights, so I kinda had to do it that way. Now they can crawl away freely back to wherever they came from.  

for the baking competition on howrse

i want to win

And so, it’s over

It was good, not perfect but good

I am mostly bummed about the choreography and the fact that they didn’t use the screens nearly as much as they could have.

Could have been more different outfits too, but I understand that’s kinda a hassle to animate, at least compared to whatever effects or animations they could easily have displayed in the screens. And I prefer few high quality models over several low quality ones. 

I also think that people who like Vocaloids other than Miku would be quite disappointed because even if they’re all there they get less time on stage as a whole than they did in the past. I don’t really care that much about that though to be honest. 

The best part was probably the models. Everyone’s faces looked so vibrant and alive. When Miku smiled and thanked the audience after the first encore, she looked so genuinely happy and moved. Previously, she’s never been very convincing at those parts, despite looking great while performing. 

that audiece has been jumping around and shouting with their glowsticks fanatically for 3+ hours

if I was in that audience I’d be passed out and bleeding from every orifice by now 

was that disco ball always there

konungarike:

huppaduppa:

len doesn’t appear untill 2:30 hours in wow

but this song is pretty cool i guess

migikata something

Migikata no Chou

bro do you even vocaloid

and 02:30 in a 3 hour concert?? if nothing else that seems like a weird distribution to me, they could’ve spread it out more

i’ve heard it before but I didn’t remember the title

i miku, i don’t vocaloid